I’m done
gerkin’ in the dirtbox. I have had enough of livin’ on couches and squattin’ in
people’s backyards. I’ma movin’ the Hamsteak to the Sub-Basement. Buildin’ ,
what I consider, my first “GTP” compound…a place to just kick it and go left on
some psychotic creative tangent where I can see just how ‘left field’ I
actually am.
Everybody
has the be all and end all as to what a person can be. Some people have the
opinion that their opinion is what everybody should be. Fuck man, I have no
clue what kind of person I what to be but I sure as fuck am damn close to being
it.
I scare
the living shit out of myself when left to my own devices. I know I ain’t wired
right. Give me enough leash and I’ll be humpin’ your Aunt Marges fat ankle before
she puts down the Christmas pie.
Before though was not the right time to
let it get nutty but it might be the right time now. I paint, concern myself
with my bike, watch my car fall apart, pay bills and try to keep the cupboard in my truck of a home full…just like everybody
else. I basically live at work so I might as well actually drive the house
there and let things either spool up or just finally unspool as it takes its
unrestrained course. I have no idea what the final outcome will be but all my crap
is on the launch pad so I might as well hit the ‘go’ button and let the
shitstorm splatter skyward.
So
tomorrow I put on my house slippers, jump in the driver’s seat and move the
Hamsteak to the studio. Fuck it, it’s time to step on the loud pedal and get
gone. All I need is a bike tank full of fuel, take a few minutes to unplug and
hope there’s enough brakes to stop me when I get there.
Upon
arrival (no matter what condition we arrive in) I am officially living “between
the grid” again. I won’t even have a legal fuckin’ address! Ta-lee-hoe…release
the hounds!
I’ve been
trippin’ out pretty heavy on the work I’ve been plowin’ through and have been
doin’ it non-stop for a minute or two. Tomorrow, however, is movin’ day. It
will be cool startin’ my own gig again. I want to thank everyone who has lent
me a couch or a little parcel of land for a bit but I think I’m done with it. I
got an empire and an empire needs a kingdom. I’ll have mine, a place to put the
kickstand down for a bit and huddle in for the winter. Come springtime though…I
got bigger plans. “GTP”
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